Nearly one year since my Arthroscopy, and so much has happened. It’s slipped and crunched it’s way through this year.
I’ve simultaneously felt stronger fitter and healthier, while feeling more vulnerable, more disabled at times, and more anxious that I can’t trust the joint.
So you could say it’s been a huge roller coaster, all the more frustrating as the times it’s at the highest peak it’s been amazing, I can almost taste a normal life. Only to come crashing down, and feel lost and depressed.
Not to worry though, it’s all go for the upcoming surgery. So now I feel positive and Energized for the future, and what it could bring us too.
Bloods taken this week to test for ESR and CRP levels once again. Apparently I should of had them done in May, but no one told me!! See what they say and I see the rheumatologist in one month’s time too.